Being away from my normal group of friends has deemed to be a difficult situation. They wouldn't know it by the way I've kept in touch with them. It hasn't been good on my end. I have great friends. I should start acting like it.
I want to believe I like my job, but then when I really think about it, it only makes sense cause it is getting money. But I saw how much debt I'm in, so I feel like I need to keep up with this for right now. I will reevaluate everything in a year.
I think I'm going to start taking art lessons, if I wanted to do this summer then I'd have to start this week. That is a little too soon. Maybe in the fall. I don't want to live my life full of maybe's though.
I wonder if anyone is ever going to really read this.
I went to New York in May. I think I'm gonna go again in August. That should be fun, I want to just go shoot pictures and see plays and do fun things. Maybe I will really be able to do that. I'm gonna ask my boss this week to make sure.
I get to go to California at the end of August too. The family that's out there is my favorite. I think if I could do anything I'd go be a chef out there.
There are days I just want to be a bum. I mean I am carrier minded. But at the same time there is so much to see and do and that needs to be done while I'm still here on earth. I hope I can get it all done. Cause it would really be a shame if I didn't.
I think I'm gonna eat at Whole Foods tonight. I haven't been there in a while. Ya. I'm gonna do that.
This is one of my favorite pictures I've ever taken. South Street Seaport in New York.
So I close today with this.
"Don't speak change, see change."
That means you have to actually go do something.
That's All.
XX-A
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